Long Time No Post

What's Playing on the HCT? Wild Horses by Natasha Bedingfield

Yes yes yes, I know, it's been a while. I'll be honest, it will probably be another long while before I post again after this. There's been a whole lot going on and I still barely have my head straight enough to get through each day, let alone get completely back to the routine I was in before. I feel awful for it, and I know that there are a lot of wonderful friends out there who haven't heard from me in a while...but I also know they'll welcome me back with open arms when I'm ready to let them back in (...thinking it's soonish... I miss y'all and need y'all...:).

I passed my real estate exam on the first try. I definitely had to bite my tongue to stop from shouting "what the fuck?!" when I saw pass on the screen. Now I'm "working", which means paying to go to work, for the boy to go to day care, and to try my damnedest to get some money coming back in. I have my first client and am trying to get over my own hesitation and fear of looking like an idiot so that I can do the best job possible.

The husband is deployed again. He had a TDY to AZ for 3 weeks, came back for a week, and then was off to the same place he was this time last year. Not sure for how long yet. For me the hardest part of this is that I'm doing the single working mom thing all at once...working for the first time in 3 years. It's nice though, to not just be sitting in the house every day. LOL, instead I sit at the office :P If this is a preview of what it will be like as a single working mom in real estate.... eek, is all I'm sayin.

I'm already taking a couple weeks off; I'm going home for my birthday and Thanksgiving next month. Hardest part of this whole damn trip is figuring out what the fuck to do with the dog. I don't want to burden my friends here with having to drive out to my house on base a few times a day, but also can't bring her with me. I'm gonna figure it out though, I have some important people to see while I'm there and want to get the most time out of my drive as possible.

Otherwise, just barely starting to get back into photoshop, trying to get through the terrible two's, and god damned determined to work on NaNoWriMo this year even though I know I won't have time to finish it (or a plot to start with).

ZOMG!!!

F I N A L L Y scheduled my real estate sales exam... it's gonna be on Monday!!! !yikes! wish me lots and lots of luck and send me some osmossified knowledge! hehehe :P slowly but surely, one small step at a time, I'm getting myself back , getting myself on track, and finding my way to where I need to be :)



...off to get a lil duelicious before I hit the books...

Stealing Secrets

One of my very favorite blogs ever in life is Post Secrets. It is updated every Sunday and every single week there is at least one secret that either matches one of mine exactly, or is damn near close. I know I haven't blogged in a while, and this probably counts as cheating, but I'm stealing some of the secrets that fit me in some way and posting them. There are a bunch I've saved that I can't post because they're not yet true... but I'm holding onto them because I know they one day will be :)




















and to be fair... I just threw together my own lil "postcard"... this is the one secret that's straight up mine :P

Here I Am

Back in SC, back to reality, back to figuring out wtf is going on with life :P Haven't checked my email in weeks, or twitter, or anything really, so please don't be offended or worried if I haven't gotten back to you. I've been completely checked out of reality for a few weeks.

"Believe in dreams
You love so much
Let the passion of your heart
Make them real" ~Flyleaf

@ Home....

"...And fight the tears With pretty smiles and lies about the times..."

home for some sad stuff, and some fun stuff, chillin and planning out which way i want to drive back to SC. at least i'll have someone driving back down with me! yay! i'm not as young as i used to be :P and it's not nearly as easy to drive a million hours at a time without stopping for sleep... and omg, there's an endless amount of time for thinking. i don't need any more of that.

Worldwide Petition to Re-Investigate 9/11

Take some time out and sign this petition if you believe in it...

http://world911truth.org/worldwide-911-petition/

Cheesy?

Pretty much. Will I drink it? Not likely... I have a hard enough time drinking electric yellowy green Mountain Dew. Why am I sharing this then? Cause my main is a Night Elf :P